Didn't realize

I didn't realize when I found out that Dare wasn't pregnant how disappointed I would be.  I was so nervous about the whole thing, that when I found out it didn't work, it hit me really hard.  I really want a puppy from Dare as she is one of the best dogs all around temperament and personality I have ever had.  At this point I am not sure I could do the whole thing over again.  But I am not sure how I can't try again as I really want a Dare puppy now more than ever.  :(